Post by `clarissa nichton. on Sept 8, 2008 14:26:16 GMT
‘‘ clarissa elizabeth nichton ,,
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hang on one moment while i paint on that smile you love so much.[/center]
FOOL ENOUGH
to almost be it.
to almost be it.
name ,clarissa elizabeth nichton.
nicknames ,clare-bear, rissa, issy.
age ,sixteen.
birthday ,sixteenth of april.
grade ,sophomore.
gender ,female.
social status ,royalty.
sexual orientation ,heterosexual.
form of entrance ,her father has paid for her to be here.
character type ,cannon.
COOL ENOUGH TO
not quite see it, doomed.
not quite see it, doomed.
birth parents ,benjamin nichton; fashion designer.
carrie hathens; junkie.
siblings ,none.
other family ,ashlynn nichtonl; model: step-mother.
other significant figures ,n/a.
hometown ,los angeles, califnornia.
best memory ,the best moment in clarissa's life was probably when she got the lead part in her school play.
worst memory ,clarissa has experienced a lot of low points, from the rejection to the rape, but the memory that hurts the worst for her has got to be the day of her play and her father couldn't even be bothered to show up.
history ,when you're a top notch fashion designer, you can pretty much do whatever you want when it comes to women. they seem to fall at your feet and you can have your pick. when it comes to benjamin nichton, everyone is well aware of his womanising ways but people still work for him. he hires the best looking women so he can have his pick. it was at one of his launch parties that his life got a little complicated. he was approached by a beautiful woman; tall, skinny, piercing blue eyes and an amazing pale complexion. she may have been pretty, but she was extremely shifty. this didn't bother him, a woman was a woman. the two of them snuck off and he used his usual charm, telling her she was beautiful and would be a model for sure. they took their personal party into the elevator and commited the sin of adultry.
of course, this would be the day that she fell pregnant with clarissa but she would name her elizabeth. she had already named the child before when she found out she was pregnant to stop her from giving the child up. after she was born, she held the tiny child in her arms, the angelic little face with the large eyes that looked up at her made her realise it was impossile to give up this child. after a month she was becoming desperate for a child, she never realise it was hard to bring up a child. she tried her hardest, but she just couldn't do it. the only thing she had left was her body and she was forced to sell it for money. she did this for around two years, prostituting herself when she was finally getting into drugs. her baby girl would be sitting in the corner with a teddy bear while her mother got high or sold her body.
it was on one cold wintery night that she couldn't take it anymore. she took the small child and wrapped her up all nice and warm. she went to the big fancy house of benjamin nichton. she rung the doorbell and left the child with a badly written note on the door step. a drunken and troubled benjamin opened the door and looked down t the child. her angelic face with those large blue eyes and his intoxicated heart melted. he took the child into his arms and took her inside. slowly sat himself down on the sofa and cuddled up with her as she slept in his arms, making small noises every so often to make him fall in love with this cute little child. in the morning he awoke and read the note that was attatched to the small child. it explained that the child was his and that he needed to look after the child because she couldn't and also telling him that her name was elizabeth.
that day he checked to see if the child was his and to his shock, she was. now, his fashion carrer was slowly slipping from his grip and this child would be a perfect scape goat, he just needed a woman to take the wrap for this child. he phoned his publicist who recommended their new and upcoming model, ashlynn murphy. she was only just coming on the scene now and he had been photographed with her a few times in public. the next day was the day that it all came into the public air; they had a child named clarissa together and that's why he hasn't been designing for a while and the two of them were going to get married. the huge wedding happened and it was all cross the papers and magazines around the world.
as she grew up, all she saw was the legs of her parents leaving and her the many faces of all her nannies. being without parents meant that she was getting into whatever her nanny was into but she only really adored dance, drama and a little bit of music. she became involved in her schools production and loved every moment of them. she became the lead in one of the school productions. she practised and rehearsed as much as possible and got herself involved with every moment of it; the set design, the costumes, the style and even editing some of the lines. this was all quite a lot for a little girl of just the age of six. the worst part of all of this was during the performance in which she was the lead actress/dancer, she looked into the audience and her parents were nowhere to be seen.
after that day she became extremely withdrawn and never really spoke to anyone any more. she thought that no one cared about her because she wasn't good enough. her father finally realised what she was doing and told her that she wasn't doing the right thing, she was the daughter of benjamin nichton, she had to become a model. she was pulled out of school at the age of eight, and placed into a private school that would almost force her to become a model. while she was at this school, she was surrounded by bitchy girls from the age of five all the way up to the age of eighteen. her sweet personality made her easy pickings for the bullies and even the teachers.
the next six years of her life were a living hell. she didn't have even one friend and her father hated her even more when she didn't want to become a model. her father would abuse her because she wasn't skinny enough to be a model. her father didn't stop at the words, he would actually take to violence if she ate too much or didn't do enough exercise. soon enough, she had developed bullimia and even a slight form of dysmorphia. she was then bullied worse at school for her slipping grades and her extreme change of looks. she started to become obsessive about the things she did, taking so much care with everything, even how much she was eating and throwing up.
her personality changed dramatically as well. she went from the sweet little bouncing girl to an extremely bitchy girl who would do anything to save herself. as she became more bitchy, she became more popular and now her father actually approved of what she did, and that's all she wanted. she was finally accepted by her fellow people so she hd put it into her mind that she had to act like this to remain popular forever. she finally got through the course by the age of fourteen and was adored by most people in the fashion world. she began to model her father's clothes, ocssionally along side her mother.
everything in her life was going brilliantly. that was until it all went wrong at a photoshoot. she was modelling for some of her father's clothes with male models that were a lot older than herself. when the photographer and her father left, she was left with these hormonal males that she was flirting with. it didn't help that she was dressed in quite revealing clothes. the began to flirt back with her and slowly it progressed. it finally turned into pushing themselves on her to get a kiss and when she fought back they found it hilarious. then one of them finally broke the limit and raped poor clarissa.
when she stumbled into her father's car, he took no notice and took her home. when she got home her mother knew exactly what had happened, but said nothing for the moment. when they were finally alone, she asked her what was going on and clarissa spilt her guts to her. her mother felt really bad and told her father to let her stop with the modelling because it just wasn't her sort of thing anymore. he told them both that clarissa was born to model, what with her high cheek bones, pale complexion and those large blue eyes. but her mother finally persuaded him around it. he did what he usually does and flashed his name and credit card and got clarissa into hawthorne.
once she was at hawthorne, she was instantly the popular girl because of her father's name. all the things she had learnt in her last school still applied and she continued with that bitchy way, making her less popular than she expected. that's when she set eyes on ashton. when she told one of her fellow royalty friends, they gave her the idea of getting in the rumour column at school. her friend's dared and egged her on and sure, she found him slightly attractive, but not really her type of boyfriend. the whole played out quite well until he went to have ago at her for ripping into his friends. the she turned it around on to him, saying that he was the one that was stupid and she hated him anyway.
the two of them walked away and that was eventful as her freshman year got. now in her sophomore year, she was hated by a few more people, but she didn't care any more, in fact, she didn't care about anything because her summer was horrible. it consisted of her father telling her how ugly she was and that he never wanted to see her face in the house. the only thing that seems to put a smile on her face is xander gomez whom she now has a crush on.
PICK YOUR POCKET
full of sorrow.
full of sorrow.
likes ,• dancing.
• drama.
• ballett.
• strawberries.
• books.
• grass.
• flowers.
• disney.
• doodling.
• milkshakes.
dislikes ,• her father.
• royalty, sometimes.
• rasberries.
• eating in front of people
• herself.
• mirrors.
• lipstick.
• concealer.
• being rich.
• being alone.
strengths ,• fashion.
• drama.
• dance.
• hiding her true emotions.
weaknesses ,• trust issues.
• xander.
• eyeliner.
• bullimia.
fears ,• losing ashlynn.
• dying alone.
• royalty finding out that she's nice.
goals ,• to graduate.
• to get out of hollywood.
• to become an actress.
habits/quirks ,• playing with her hair.
• humming to herself.
• everything has to go in a particular place.
random facts ,• she thinks that ashlynn is her real mother.
secrets ,• has mild dysmorphia.
• bullimic.
• has ocd.
• sometimes self-harms.
overall personality ,clarissa is basically your grade-a rich girl. she does anything and everything to get it all her way. if it doesn't go her way, she will use her normal routes to get her way. this consists of either shouting and screaming until you agree with her, or spreading on her normal evil and mean rumours. she isn't afraid of pissing people off to get her own way because she knows that she'll always have her father's credit card to make things better between people. this is only because she always wants her way and she thinks she deserves to have everything her way. even if her way is wrong, she'll still want it that way and won't allow anyone to tell her otherwise because of her extremely stubborn behaviour.
if you aren't a friend of clarissa's, which is basically everyone who isn't royalty, she is quite bitchy towards them. she doesn't believe that these people should even talk to her and that's why she'll insult them and make them feel bad about themselves. it isn't a good reason, but the reason she does this is because she feels so down about herself and just wants people to feel the same as her. not exactly a smart idea, but let's face it, clarissa isn't that smart. in fact, she doesn't know any normal personal skills because of the enviroment she grew up in; modelling school, she believes that every is that way to each other reguardless of if they like them or not.
when she's not tearing into you, she is most likely thinking of some way to make you pay for getting in her way. she doesn't like it when people do that, or when people start rumors about her, or even speaking to her without permission. once you're in her bad books you have to do a lot of kiss up and bleeding out before she'll stop the pranks and the public embarrassments. how can she publically embarrass you. well, she'll either do something completely horrible, like pull your trousers down and dump something nasty on your head, or she'll just scream something out that insults the hell out of you and makes you walk down the halls with your head hung low.
when it comes to her friends, she actually quite nice. the other royalties know exactly who she is and what she can do and she knows that about them too. if you're clarissa's friend, she's likely to look after you and be very loyal to you. but once you're loyalties change from her to someone else, you're yesterday's news and she won't want to talk to you at all. other than being loyal to her friends, she's always there emotionally for them, willing to spend as much time as they need to feel better about themselves. she's also quite good at giving advice on how to sort out their lives and to just be happier in general.
underneath all this hatred and evil is actually a small child screaming out for her childhood back. when alone, clarissa is actually more like a human being. she'll just break down and write loads of things down in a diary. she'll run around and just try and be happy. when she is absolutely sure that there are no other royalties, she might actually be nice to someone. if she isn't sure, she'll just be very quite and dive her nose into a book and make sure that no one disturbs her.
RUN AWAY WITH
me tomorrow, june.
me tomorrow, june.
face ,clarissa has a rounded face with high cheek bones and a strong jaw line with a defined chin. although she is quite thin, her face is filled out, not fat, but not hollow either. she always has perfectly shaped eyesbrows that are the right distance away from her eyes. her eyes are a large oval shape and an amazing blue in colour. her button nose sits perfectly inetween her two eyes and the right space away from her lips. her lips are always slightly red in colour from her lip balm, but they aren't thin or plumped, they're just the right size.
body ,although she doesn't believe it, clarissa has a figure to die for. she stands at five foot and seven inches. her weight is unknown because it is constantly changing, but when you look at her, she looked thin enough and is pretty desirable for most guys. she isn't someone who is massively curvy, but she is developed enough to let the guys know she is there.
distinguishing features ,although never visible, clarissa has a varity of scars that run along her legs, upper arms and body. apart from scars, there's nothing else to speak of.
clothes ,clarissa isn't really one for showing off skin. she'll wear t-shirts and jeans all the time, of course, different styles and designers. if she has to wear something a little more revealing, she'll always wear tights of some kind and a jacket. most of her outfits are made by her accessories, it's the one thing she always has to have even if it's just a bag or her large sunglasses and maybe even a scarf.
celebrity claim ,michelle trachtenberg.
WE’LL TRY AND
ease the pain.
ease the pain.
name/alias ,dee.
age ,eighteen.
forms of contact ,email and pm.
experience ,four and a half years?
other characters ,n/a.
password ,we started nothing.
random ,hmm...i like cheese.
BUT SOMEHOW,
we'll feel the same.
we'll feel the same.
jeans :: t-shirt :: jacket :: shoes :: tie :: froggie
``there is no other one who can take your place,,
i feel happy inside when i see your face,,
i hope you believe me 'cause i speak sincerely,,
and i mean it when i tell you that i need you.katie inhaled deeply as she looked at herself in the mirror for the first time today. she looked so depressed right now and she knew exactly why she was this down; she was without spencer. sure, she was off to see him now, but she was still upset by the fact they weren't together at this particular moment in time. she had always felt that she and spencer should never be apart, and if they were, the planets would spin out of alignment and everyone would be doomed forever. once she had that rant out of her, spencer reassured her that it was pretty impossible that it would happen and she felt a little better, but still upset that she couldn't be with him all the time. she slowly picked her tie from off of the wardrobe door knob and placed it around her neck. next she picked the blazer off of her bed, the blazer which belonged to spencer but she wouldn't tell a soul. she slid it around her, making it fit a little big in the arms. as usual, she slowly folded the arms up and turned her attention back to the mirror, already she was smiling to herself.
katie was finally ready to take her little dog for a walk, well, after she had put her shoes on. she jogged down the stairs and to the living room where froggie was starting to bark excitedly and her converse were sitting on the shoe rack. she placed a shoe on her blue socked foot with grin as froggie jumped up on the sofa next to her. she laced them up quickly and then picked froggie up. she giggled slightly as he started to lick her nose. she then placed him down and giggled as she stroked him playfully. she then turned back to her shoes and placed the next converse on her peach socked foot. she giggled slightly as she pulled her jeans down to cover up the mis-matched socks. it wasn't her fault really it was spencer's, well that was her little joke with him. she couldn't help it now because she just did it out of habbit, not just because of seeing spencer with it all the time, but because his grandmother, who was so nice to her, had told her about how lucky it was and then when spencer wore matching socks and broke his ankle, that just sealed the deal for her.
katie was finally ready to leave as she got to her feet and bounced over to the table, grabbing froggie's leash. "where are you going?" came her father's voice from behind the newspaper. she almost jumped out of her poor pale skin, not because she was up to something but because she wasn't really expecting him to even be here. "i'm just going to give froggie a walk," she said with one of her small smiles that he couldn't not believe her with. he nodded as if giving her the permission to go out, but let's face it, she would have gone out any ways. she then walked back to froggie and clipped his leash to his collar and smiled to herself. "just promise me you're not going to do something you'll regret," he said with a certain tone of 'you-know-what-i-mean' that katie hated so much. she rolled her eyes and looked back at her father. "you know i'm not like that any more daddy," she said with one of her cute smiles that her father always trusted, he was a lot easier to get around than her mother.
katie was finally out of the house and bouncing her way down the street with froggie by her side with the same bounce as her. she got the usual nods off people that she knew and the usual strange looks off of the people who had no idea what one person could be so happy about. well, they had no idea that she was off to meet the love of her life which was no only going to make her day, but the secrecy of it was some how thrilling for the young little rebel. but at the same time, this whole situation had made her sit down a cry on her own sometime because she couldn't just hug him in public or just bring him home and have a meal and just go upstairs and tickle each other and then finally gaze at the stars while she ruffed up his hair. she knew that there was a little risk in meeting in public sometimes, but it was their place, somewhere they could always meet and have as much fun as they did the previous time. she let a small sad sigh escape from her lips and could feel froggie slowing down slightly. she slowed down herself and then looked at froggie. she shook her head and knelt down and scratched his head slightly. "if i'm sad, then you're sad, but we need to cheer up, okay?" she said smiling. she then stood up quickly and went jogging down the road, smiling as froggie kept up.
katie couldn't help but let a giggle escape her lips. she slowed down slightly before she arrived at that bench she loved to sit on with spencer. she looked down at froggie who was panting excitedly and giggled, she knew that froggie was getting as excited as her, but katie was trying to not show it just yet. she stopped suddenly as she caught sight of herself in a reflective window. she shook her head and started to try and sort herself out. first of all she straightened up spencer's blazer, then started to play with he hair so it would look good. it was kind of funny really, spencer always thought his look was quite strange and katie thought everything about him was perfect and she was exactly the same as him. they were pretty much made for each other when it came down it. she finally shook her head and turned her attention to the task in hand, getting to 'their bench'. her journey was almost complete and the bench was now in sight. she took a few more steps and was about to sneak up on spencer when froggie let out a large bark. she rolled her eyes lightly and sat herself next to spencer. "hey," came her small and now slightly shaking voice. it wasn't her fault she was excited.
